July 8, 2010

7 is a Lucky Number

so yeaa . as you all can SEE , were official na . kahapon lang kasi 7 is a lucky number daw and JULY 6 was a mess . and daming nangyaring hindi expected . argued with his ex's . dahil sa mga maling post's & stuffs . i really don't take those shiits too personal . nasaktan lang ako nung nabasa ko yun . kasi i woke up `round 10am and i checked my facebook so as his kasi naiwan kong naka.log-in the other night . then booom . i saw the note na tinag sa kanilang dalawa . and the convo isn't good at all . sobrang below the belt . i wanted to cry that time nung pagkabasa ko . :| then he woke up na . pinakita ko sa kanya . he asked kung ok lng ba ako . i was like "cge ok lng ako" . pero in reality i wasn't . napa.blog ako nun ng wala sa oras. nasaktan ako . kasi i know di ako ganun . i stayed here long enuff dahil sa gusto namin everyday kaming magkasam & not bec squatter ako na tinutulungan ng isang DSWD . but yeeaa , he always got my back . :]] good thing tho' . sabi nya he'll post something sa blog nya . di ko na tinanung kung anu . i was touched in a way kasi first time nyang nagawang kontrahin ung ex nya na yun . idk ! then there's this message thingy bet. ryl & his ex . na parang inaaway sya & sayin' shitss bout me . pero kinontradict pdin nya . that's all in his blog . well i can tell he's too affected with their break up , cuz of what happened when were having dinner na . pero diba nga . he's moved on already . napaiyak nga ko ng konti when we watched "one more chance" the other day . sabi ni maja
"i love you and i will tell you everyday , everyday until you forget the things that hurt . & ho
w i wish i could take them away . if only it could be done , i'll do it for sure."
i know later on he can totally move on with me . lahat kaya kong gawin just to prove na di to biro . && hin
di ako nagsstay dahil sa pride at pakikipag.kompitensya . andito ko kasi mahal ko sya . noon pa ! ♥