one straight week again . one week of non stop sweet lovin' & all that . :]]it's really hard to end that all up on the 16th . :|
so what ? 2-3 days of not seeing each other ?
DOUBTS & HIDING are ofcourse included .
but , yeaa . it's the TRUST & LOVE that counts . :)
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16th ~
woke up `round 12-ish . ginising kami ni manang agad knowin' ryl have classes . akala ko din eh .
but naah . wala pala . akala ko kasi we've agreed na he's not goin' to Ilocos anymore . :|
pero hindi pala . i was a bit upset . kasi sabi pa nya , if i don't want him to come . sabihin ko lng .
kasi daw ako BOSS . so yea , sabi ko yoko pumunta sya . pero diba nga . as we always say .
WALANG PILITAN DITO . DAPAT LAHAT BUKAL SA PUSO . :]
i guess he really want's to come . kaya after eatin' lunch together , we had ourselves fixed .
& were off to go . punta sya office ng dad nya to get money & shiits . ako naman ima be
goin' to lola belen's house , to get money na din . :)) haha .
nasa tryc na kami , parang wala nako sa mood . actually naglalakad pa lng kami
palabas
ng 4b badtrip nko . i don't know why . alam ko i shouldn't be stoppin' him sa mga ganun
cuz it's part of him being a social worker . pero kasi i won't deny na nakakaramdam ako ng
selos to some of his classmates w/c i know i shouldn't be . anu magagawa ko . babae lng ho . :P
verdant na , nanjan na yung bus na pa.lawton . so hindi na nya ko matatawid . :| syempre nakaka
tampo . kasi tagal na nga namin hindi magkikita tpos gnun pa . :) arteee . hahaha .
nag i love you sya then he kissed me . hindi ako nag i love you back . :P ako pa . hahaha .
sumakay nako ng jip pa.alabang , when i noticed na yung sounds sa jip eh panay pinoy rap .
syeeet . naalala ko nanaman sya . i wanted to text him that time . pero wala na kong load .
so as him . namiss ko sya bigla . pumasok tuloy sa isip ko yung winall nya sa akin early that morn' ,
Ryl Catalig ayos. tanghali na nga ako nagising eh. pero kahit isang wall post wala!
di ka na sweet. sabi ko sayo eh, kailangang mamiss mo din ako. nagiiba ka na eh. :D
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i was like . baka nga sumama sya for us to miss each other . kasi baka nga nagiging cold nko .
i don't know . hindi naman ako nag iiba . pero hindi naman ako yung makakaramdam nun eh .
so moving on , nasa bahay nako . i was waitin' for his reply . he can;t text much kasi low bat
na daw sya . pano puro soundtrip yata at picture . :P haha . i can't help but to think on what's
up with him . anu ginagawa nya and all that . pero sabi sakin ng lola ko . stop thinkin' bout him
for a while . give some time for yourselves . :) tamaaaaaaa . for us to grow . we need distance .
& para masubukan ang trust at ang love . oha oha . :D kesssssoooooo . :)
buti na lang may nangyari na i need to put attention to . may nag papa.guestlist kay babe .
but unfortunately he can't cuz his busy . so i checked my contacts . buti na lang meron .
so ako din busy busy . todo text and callin' callin' for confirmations and clarifications sa gl .
`round 7pm . everythings all good . naayos na . and it's time for me to eat dinner .
i was fcuken hungry , hindi kasi ako napag meryenda dahil i can't get rid of my phone .
after dinner , i texted ryl . nagddrama nako . kasi miss ko na nga sya ng over .
nasa bus pa daw sya and low bat nga daw . bla bla . i was like . HOKAY ! :P
t`was 1:30am when i sent him a mssge sayin' na i can;t wait for his text anymore .
cuz im sleepy na . etc . siguro after a minute biglang nag reply .
[ 1:32-1:57 am ]
Ryl : Nsa bus pako. Miss you. Mahal kita.
Me : nakakatext naman pla . bakit hindi pa ginawa kanina . ayos ha .
Ryl : Umidlip lng ako babe.
Me : wusss . sakto naman pagtext ko , gumising ka . baka soulmate tayo babe ?
Ryl : Oo nga. Miss ko na amoy mo.
Me : ewan ko syo . nasan ka na ba ?
Ryl : La Union daw. Babe, pag d me nkrply wla na tlga batry ha.
Me : haha . goodluck . ang layo nyo pa . sino pala katabi mo ?
Ryl : Si Karriza. Pero tulog.
Me : ah . nagselos naman ako tuloy bigla . :(
Ryl : Haha. Wala ka dpat kaselos. Mahal kita.
Me : totoo ? kala mo jan . yoko pag nag seselos ako . TH ako sobra .
Ryl : Asows. Di bagay.
Me : edi wag .
Ryl : Ahaha. I love you.
Me : i love you more .
* after that . no more text from him . siguro na dead bat na or what . natulog na din ako .
my mood got driven nung nagtext ako tpos nagreply agad . na parang hindi ka pwede una magtext ?
his last text before that was 8pm . anung oras na nung nagtext ako . haha . parang ang demanding ko na .
haha . pero he really kno' how to turn such fcuken mood to one sweet lovin' thats oh so good . ♥
natulog ako that night without any doubts . i just miss him that night . :)
