January ~ fuck this month kasi i had a bf :]] super loyal pero we didn't last. t`was like 3 days lang. ahahaha
tapos i broke up with him cuz of nothing. kasi i just don't feel him. LOL. well etong month din na to ako
mejo na.stuck up sa house. kasi i got tired of attending classes. tapos puro ko inom.
February ~ a bit of hell. i guess. eto yung month na napapa.gimmick ako ng madalas. tapos eto din yung month
na nag away kami ng bonggang bongga ni Geli. ahahahaha. to those who knows me well eh alam yung
story na yun, but then again this is just a recap. :PP~ this month din ako nag.start mag work sa mom ko.
part time lng so i still needda attend school. CRAP!
March ~ oh i love march! not to mention the MONEY & SHOTS. ahahahahaha. awesome month to for me.
yeaa. nagka.bf ako ulit. :PP~ but this one? nakoo minahal ko talaga. we had sumin' extraordinary.
tipong out of town with friends, everyday kaming magkasama. this and that. pero anu pa nga ba?
edi nag.break din kami agad. hahahahahahaha. kasi ung ex daw nya eh nabuntis nya. but it's all
bullshit. LOL. :]] keri lang. may pera naman ako eeeh. bleh. :PP~
April ~ BEERDAY KO! rough month to siguro for me, idk since i needda work harder para madaming
pepay sa birthday ko. ahahahaha. sakto naman sweldo namin 15, sakto birthday ko! :PP~
this month din ako nag pa tattoo with my ex. this month din sobrang dami kong nakilalang bagong
tao,kaibigan & sana magging new lover. :)) LOL! pero syempre hindi nag.work out coz im always
hanging out with my ex. tseh! :))
May ~ oh MAY gaddd. :)))))) i really don't know how to start explaining what the hell happened this
month, but hey imma try! :PP~ 1st offs, i just really wanted to spend my last month of summer in
a very cozy way. more nights of clubbing & shits. tapos idk bigla na lang kaming nagkita sa LAX
ni ex (ryl) bandang 14th? i can't rem. basta mga ganun. tapos baaam. it all started there. tamang
everyday na kami magkasama. bla bla. idk! i thought kasi he had someone na. pero ewan. hahaha.
i also stopped working this month, kasi na.addik kami sa isa't isa. we did sumin extaordinary!
ahahahaha. better not ask what is it nlng. :PP~ maloloka kayo. ahahaha. well yun nga all in all
masaya ko this month. :]]
June ~ PASUKAN NA! i guess june did pretty well for me. all the loving i received. it made my
month a good one. met new friends sa school. inom padin. tamang di pumapasok pag hindi
trip. things like that. i used to love this month. idk. maybe this month ko lang naramdaman
yung isang tao na maging totoo sayo. sa tingin ko. :PP~
July ~ mixed emotions ako this month. :))) happy, coz this month we made it official na. :PP~
pero this month din officially, we broke up! ahahahahaha. this month has many ups & downs.
maybe for the 1st 2 weeks of the month it has been very lovely to me, but the other 2 weeks?
t`was like hell. for real. :PP~ this month i've been so bitter. gusto ko lang man.talkshit &
mang.gago. trip na trip ko uminom. coz of nothing. puro ko laklak. hahahahahahaha.
nasaktan ako eee. bakit ba? :PP~
August ~ parang wtvr lng tong month na to. as in! :)) ewan ko. i started hating & hating
and hating. :))) wala lang errtime i get to see them sa pictures i get to curse 'em.
ALL OF 'EM! :PP~ puta. sabi ko sainyo. ang bitter ko talaga. ahahahaha. pero this month
ko rin nalaman na buntis ako. :) i was happy at first, pero nung later part. i was upset.
kasi he won't give a shit. pero it's all good. im happy my friends are always there. :)
September ~ anu ba ngyari this month? parang wala masyado. :]] LOL
this month pala i started crying each and every night na. hahahaha. kasi buntis nko
neto. tamang emo nko lage. pakshit.
October ~ eto yata yung bullshit na month! kasi alala ko lang, if im not mistaken.
eto yung month na burat na burat ako sa ex ko pati sa gf ng ex ko at pati sa mga
naging babae ng ex ko. :)) WHAT? basta yun na yun. ahahahaha. bullshit din kasi eto yung
month na namatay great grand mother ko sa side ng dad ko. punyeta lang. sabay sabay!
i sortuh breakdown netong month. but luckily, i didn't. :) eto din yung month na nalaman
na ng buong family ko bout my pregnancy. but nalang cool sila. not like his dad. :PP~
November ~ oh yeaaa. mejo bullshit din tong month na to. i cried many times this month.
punyeta sya! we get to see each other ulit. he get to hurt me ulit. :PP~ tangina.
pero keri lang. maganda naman ako eh. kineri ko na lang. ahahahahahaha.
eto rin at yung month na nagka.ayos kami nila Geli. i can't remmember. sorry.
this month i moved in again with my mom. :) & had this thorough ultrasound. :)
December ~ awesome month to end the year. :) naging okay kami nung recent ex ni ex
since they broke up already. mejo doubt ako at first pero kk naman na. this month nagkita
ulit kami nung Patts friends ko nung birthday nung bestfriend ko. masaya! :) namiss ko kasi
sila. eto din yung month na kinasal tito ko. finally! :PP~ this month ako natutong magluto
ng bongga. ahahahaha. this month din ako nawalan ng kaibigan na chinerish ko na kahit
saglit pa lang kami magkakilala. this month ko rin naramdaman yung sobrang pagkaburat
sa daddy ng baby ko. kasi paka walang modo nyang tao. :PP~ pero wala na kong magagawa
pa doon. i just hafto deal with it nlng. this month i get to see my titos and titas again. :)
mejo ilang at first pero it went well. ahahahaha. this month ang dami kong pepay!
this month ko rin nakitang okay mom & dad ko. ayiieeee. :]]
for everything that happened sa'akin noong 2010, i've grown to be a strong person already.
altho' may weakness pdin, pero imma try to overcome everything. :)
sa totoo lng ang hirap magsalita ng tapos. mahirap mag pre-judge ng mangyayari.
kasi who knows db? baka bukas maiba nanaman ang ihip ng hangin. but all im saying is
that as much as possible i will try to resist temptations. para sa betterment ko as well
as my baby. we all know what my situation is right now. it is very much hard to raise a
kid a by yourself, but it is also very much hard to keep insisting things na alam mo naman
na hindi na magging okay. but hey, if God'll allow na maging okay ulit, why not. i ain't closing
my doors yet. pero sana when ever that day comes sana hindi pa hui ang lahat. :)
i don't wanna say this nightmare is over. na imma change na this year. all im saying is that
i will try my best to meet the expectations of my family as well as my friends. :)
i know kung anu man maging desisyon ko nanjan lang kayo. ♥
